Innocence

I miss the old cold nights
Outside the rain, inside just haze
Giving a shit about next day
Another life, seems far away
 
Problems were there, as are today
But Innocence was still my friend 
I’d had a sin for every star
And go to bed carrying a smile
 
When was it then that I lost all?
Which one was first, the smile perhaps?
Or was it me that left you back?
What matters now when all is past?
 
I want to hold you inside me again
I want to sail under your wings
I want to act upon your say
You seem to flow from man to man
 
I think I broke something inside
Nothing makes sense, it all seems blank
Where are you now? Is this the end?
Maybe the fate of every man?
 
Will you ever be inside me again?
Will you ever hold my hand again?
Will you ever walk beside myself?
Will you ever speak words to my mind?
 
Or is this just the way it goes?
Should I just leave you and carry on?
Pick up my rags and go along
Living a life busy and dull